+++ title = "(I had) Many thoughts but not so graspable though" editor = ["thebackgardengroup.md"] has_notes = ["insomeonesdream.md", "tobeblended.md", "autopolyamory.md", "difficultsubjects.md", "learningforeignlanguages.md"] +++ The discussion around authorship were as if in a cloud of dust of conversations that revolved around but did not home in on the notion of author. C.P. (as heard by Scribe): Somehow I wanted to be blended. As in "drrrrrrgd, drrrrrrgd". Scribe: You want to be blended? Like in a blender? C.P.: No that’s not what I said. Group: Everybody understood it that way. Scribe: I’m gonna leave it like this. Do you see yourself as being in a polyamorous relationship with your different selves? Militant ventriloquism Hanging out in someone's dream “Can I trust the path of thought she is leaning on?” Learning a new language is meeting a new version of yourself. (I will stop interpreting you invisibly.)