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title = "(I had) Many thoughts but not so graspable though"
editor = ["thebackgardengroup.md"]
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The discussion around authorship were as if in a cloud of dust of conversations that revolved around but did not home in on the notion of author.

C.P. (as heard by Scribe): Somehow I wanted to be blended. As in "drrrrrrgd, drrrrrrgd".
Scribe: You want to be blended? Like in a blender?
C.P.: No that’s not what I said.
Group: Everybody understood it that way.
Scribe: I’m gonna leave it like this.

Do you see yourself as being in a polyamorous relationship with your different selves?

Militant ventriloquism

Hanging out in someone's dream

“Can I trust the path of thought she is leaning on?”

Learning a new language is meeting a new version of yourself.

(I will stop interpreting you invisibly.)